Sunday, December 28, 2008

Looking to the New Year

Stuff always seems to come up for me during meeting. One thought I had was that I did a lot this past year. We both moved across the state. I started a new job, Hubby started a new business. We sold a house, and bought a house. We started making a life here in Roanoke. The infertility stuff was the least of our worries over the past year.

Now that we are more more stable, we can really focus on getting pregnant and starting a family. I need to take a chilly pill and realize that there is time for this. Hubby's perspective changes as he feels less threatened by other circumstances. This may be part of why he has changed his mind about IVF. I just wish he would make up his mind so that we can pursue it or not. I feel like the best chances we have of conceiving lie with IVF or with donor insemination. I guess the IUI with injectable meds was worth a try, and it still could work. But I am not as confident about IUI and injectables as I am with IVF or donor insemination. Anything is possible, I guess.

I am trying to remember that the new year brings new hope and new possibilities. There is hope for me. I am still trying to believe this.

2 comments:

littlezen said...

I can't wait for the new year. I guess I figure it can't be any worse. Ya know?

~Jess said...

I'm hoping 2009 is the year for all of us!