There have been a bunch of pregnancy announcements from bloggers who had IVF. These pregnancy announcements are naturally conceived pregnancies. I think it is great that they conceived on their own. I am very happy for them, and I know that they are over the moon.
(There is always a "but" when it comes to infertility, isn't there?)
I want a naturally conceived pregnancy, too. I wish it was that easy for me. Some dreams never die, I guess.
For some reason, I know in my heart that I am not going to get it. I can feel in my bones that I am going to have to go back for an FET with my frozen embryos and eggs.
Right now, that sort of freaks me out.
Fortunately, I do not have to do anything about it. I am still breastfeeding, so an RE would not want to touch me right now, anyway. I also really would like to have at least two years between children, so now is all wrong anyway.
Try telling that to my heart. My heart is telling me that I want to do it again, right now! My head is telling me to chill out and hold off, it will be better later.
Someone tell my heart to shut up.